AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I tried to paint my singlet and I kind of messed it up. But I always mess stuff like that up, grr. Um, its drying now. This is an awful entry. Im sooo nervous. I hate packing and going away, its frustrating. I hope my stomach actually gets on the plane with me because currently its running around the house somewhere, probably with my mind. I think nervous turned into scared and I don't even know why. Really there is no reason, I'm just a ball of emotions.